hey, don't worry

Today I hang out with friends and that was fun as always. Things change. Tome goes by. We are not students anymore. How sad is that? In a week, we will be working. How weird is that?

One of my friends gave me an opportunity to think about my future really. She has been dating with a guy from Mexico, yea he is in Mexico. She decided to go to Mexico from the end of April or the beginning of May. First 6 months, she will learn Spanish at a language school, then she wants to find a job. She told me she doens't care to work at a Japanaese restaurant. I don't think her bf is the only reason she wants to go there, find a job there. She said she had found something over there when she was in Mexico. I think thats great. Its not easy to go another country to study from now, not being a student. I was afraid of thinking about my future. but I've gotta think about it seriously. What do I want to do? What kind of person do I want to become? What I can do?
She knows what she really wants to do, and takes the closest way to her dreams and what she wants to do. I think thats what I have never done. Thats the ability that I do not have and I do want.

I had my hair cut. I do look the same but its got shorter a lot. I'm sure I do look different from now on. Don't worry, I'll be fine. I can do it.

by y_u_b_o0912 | 2007-03-27 00:01 | myself  

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